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Saturday, March 29, 2008
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To get to know you.
I can't stop looking in your eyes, But my words don't come out straight, I don't know what to say. On Monday, I tell myself you gotta wait, No.. Don't rush it. Don't anticipate, Take it slowly, it's ok. It's ok. I just want a chance to know you, to know the person deep inside, I don't wanna look back on life to see this missed opportuinity Yea, to get to know you even at the risk of looking like a fool to you. On Wednesday, I casually walk on by to find that you're not there, I act like I don't care. Like I don't care. But, on Friday, I catch a glimpse of you I tell myself "Don't hesitate, You just walk up and say Hello! Say Hello." I just want a chance to know you, to know the person deep inside, and, I don't want to look back on life to see this missed opportunity. yea, to get to know you. Even at the risk of looking like a fool to you. Will you ever know how I feel deep inside? Labels: inspiration, To get to know you Saturday, June 30, 2007
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 never did i dare to think of this day, never did i dare to think that the spot next to me would be left empty, as i touch the empty spot beside me - it's still toasty. warm from your heat. never did i dare to think of this day, silently, i knew in my little heart that it will come one day, whether i like it or not, the spot will be empty. never did i dare to think of this day, even though it's relevant now, i will stay happy and encourage to go forth, and venture into the unknown realm that i can only advise. --------------------  looking back at the road taken, thinking of the chances taken, realising the chances foregone, understanding the mistakes done. looking into the road not taken, predicting where the road might lead to, not knowing the journey ahead, hoping to look a little into the journey prepared of us. standing in the middle of the crossroad, understanding and figuring out, knowing the hurt and the happiness, realising that nothing last forever, never ever would life be... happily ever after. why do good things always come to an end? and the bad things always remain? ------------------- a person's character is like tea, it takes time to brew, only after long soak, will you know the person.  the bond of two people will also be tested through time. they say friendship will last forever. but is there such thing as forever? hopefully there is. and what is going through my mind now is just my own imagination.  I will always walk with a spot reserved specially for you. would you accept the invitation to walk beside me? -------------------- never take anyone for granted. you will never know what you have lost until it is lost. Labels: emotions, inspiration, poems Friday, May 18, 2007
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random ramblings.
people say a picture says a thousand words. i say picture gives the freedom to one to express themselves in a special way. a special way that ables to connect themselves to the world. and, to me, a photo or picture is able to tell a story on its own. they both inspire and touch people in their own way. so, this post would be on feelings and impressions i got from randomly scrolling through some photos.  just as you think that the whole world has deserted you.. just as you think that the whole world has turn it's back on you.. just as you think that you are alone in this world..  you know that it isn't true.. there is always that person next to you.. going through thick and thin.. being there for you whenever, wherever, however you need assistance..  you know sometimes how the weather can be as erratic as human mind? one minute it's hot as hell, the next it's gloomy and dark? and the gloominess tends to get the better of you...    however, just as you think it's gloomy and bleak. the rain stops. a rainbow appears. the sun rays starts peeping through the clouds. and a warm fuzzy feeling in you starts to take over your mind and body.  whenever i do maths.. i feel like my brain is in a haze... I'm always in a daze.. as though I'm in a maze.. trying to figure my way through as everything seems like a blur..  but, i'll often see the hope behind it.. there is always light at the end of the tunnel.  then again, you just feel like just screwing the bloody maths questions. and you like "ah, f*uck it! i don't want to care anymore!"  when i saw this picture, i felt this warm, loving feeling.. that kind of feeling you get nearing the end of spring and the starting of summer.. when the weather isn't too hot nor too stuffy.. i always wanted an elder brother. i always yearn for that sibling love and care, that elder brother over protectiveness, to some, i might sound crazy.. but, i have always wanted to know how it feels to be doted, cared and protected by an elder brother. it's only human nature to want something you can never get. i guess this applies.  people say that some people get themselves into relationships just for the sake of being in a relationship or for the status or because everyone is in one. to me, it's not the status or that almost everyone around me is attach that makes me wonder is it a must for me to be in a relationship. to me, a relationship is not a status to publicise to the world. it's a bond, a special bond shared by 2 people. the comfortbility of 2 people sharing everything in their lives. having a companion at all time, knowing that assurance that you can count on that particular person even when none of your friends can be there. nothing more than that. yes, i would lying if i say i do not want to be in a relationship. but, i'm enjoying what i have now, so, I will take things one step at a time. God has plans for me, God knows whats best for me.  i find this photo very deep. the background is superb. what is the model trying to emote? sadness? depression? thoughtfulness? staring blankly into space? - photos are the window to another person's world. - Labels: inspiration, photos, random feelings, random ramblings Sunday, December 31, 2006
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ushering the new year!!!
" Music is the only place on earth that will always be pure and perfect. At the world changes around us , as we rush to our taxis , airplanes and offices; as the earth becomes contaminated with violence , poverty , hatred and other pollutants, a Beethoven piano Sonata is still as beautiful and inspiring as it was 180 years ago." by leehom (1995) after reading the above, i was filled with all sorts of emotions.. memories and lessons i learnt and experienced this whole year started flooding into my mind.. the world we live in now is polluted with all sorts, hatred, violence, jealousy.. we live day by day being poison with these, there isn't a cure for it, only self realization, love and music might do us some good.. remembering the song "let music heal the world" and "imagine” by the late John Lennon.. the lyrics has hit the nail right on it's head.. if only everyone would show a little more care and love to the people around them, pull down the barrier they built around themselves, be less selfish and more forgiving and generous.. won't this world we live be a little more better place to live in? In this world there nothing purer than a baby's smile or laughter and music.. in every corner of this earth, music is being played.. music is the only way of communication that all can understand.. there isn't any barrier or polarization in music.. everything is equal in music.. no race, religion, country, belief.. everyone and everything is the same.. there isn't any difference.. with the ending of year 2006 signals the closing of my 17th year chapter and the reopening of a new chapter in my life as an adult and a college student.. will be leaving home and all my friends behind here and traveling up to KL to study.. even though it's sad.. but it's starting of a new life in a new place.. meeting new friends in a new environment.. being independent.. will be meeting up with old friends in KL too.. so, emotional.. but can still handle.. however.. I’ll be celebrating my 18th birthday by myself for the first time in so many years!!! oh my god.. wonder how would it turn out.. hopefully i won't be alone.. *fingers cross*.. oh well.. there is still so many things to learn.. so many more experiences to look forward to.. hopefully next year would be a safe, healthy and peaceful year for me and everyone! To all. god bless and my friends, you would always be in my prayer and i love you all loads!!! Thank you for being there always for me and to all our NPK members.. Y’all are the BEST! And I’ll never ever forget the time we spent together, exams and all! *sobs* I’m gonna really miss all of you and hopefully with god’s blessing, we’ll forever be friends (corny I know) and be able to meet up every once in a while.. Give in a bit, and everything would be better.. try to make this coming year more fruitful and make use of every single time you have in your hands to the fullest! Make the world a better place to live in for you and me! Happy 2007! may a new year be more happy,joyful,healthy and fruitful.. ~~ till next time ~~ Labels: 2006, 2007, inspiration |
THE girl
 its me I dreamed a dream in time gone by. When hope was high and life worth living. I dreamed that love would never die. I dreamed that God would be forgiving. Then I was young and unafraid. And dreams were made and used and wasted. There was no ransom to be paid. No song unsung, no wine untasted. byes(:
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