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Monday, June 11, 2007
//♥ I am not what you think I am.
6/11/2007

I normally don't blog much about my personal life here, but this is something i have to blog about.

YOU of all people,
shouldn't have done what you did.
YOU were only looking for trouble since you done it.
it's was really stupid of you to get my mom involve.
YOU said that it was just a small matter.
then why the hell did you get the whole KL involve?
and YOU called my mom after I clarified with you.
since it was between the two of US,
why did you have to get my MOM involve?
idiot you.
YOU accuse me of being long handed(indirectly)?
"isn't funny, erm, i don't know how to put this to sound not offensive. but every time she goes back, my things go missing. and when she comes back, she manages to find it." YOU said.
hello??? I found it, it wasn't even with me? so what bloody prove do you have against me? I found it in the end. you happy, I happy. but it just doesn't end there. at least for YOU.
YOUR things go missing, so does mine, but do you see me go around pointing fingers?
NO. you don't.
you don't see me asking the whole KL where did it go.
besides, YOU have a little SNITCH to go around letting you know what I'm WEARING. it's funny to think that only YOU can have that thing, doesn't mean there isn't another IDENTICAL looking one.
"she's wearing this, she's wearing that." - just as I step out the house.
whoa, I thought we were all suppose to be roommates and housemates?
I dare say it was that little SNITCH of yours telling you to get my MOM involve in this thing YOU call a SMALL MATTER.
playing with fire is what you did. YOU haven't seen my MOM's true colour yet.
what if, I had turned the table around and YOU were in MY shoes?
how would YOU have FELT?
did YOU know YOU ruined my week with my folks?
did you know you have STAINED, TARNISHED and RUINED my name?
happy aren't you?
who else did you called to snitch on me?
who else did you inform?
uh?uh?
anything else I should know???
YOU said you were looking for me.
YOU said you called me, but I didn't pick up.
so YOU called SC,
then YOU ask her all sorts of questions, tell her all sorts of things when YOU should have just confronted ME directly.
May I humbly ask, HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU CALL ME???
after I called back, thinking that we have already settled,
YOU daringly called my MOM.
YOU ruined our DINNER.
accusing ME indirectly of being long handed.
what the f*uck?
if you said it was a small matter, why? why? why? did you get my mom involved?
it's between you and me. but you had to get everyone involved.
I DEMAND an APOLOGY to my folks.
this is serious matter.
I don't mind if you don't apologise to me, but you HAVE to apologise to my folks.
If you in my shoes, how would you feel?
YOU ruined my image!

once again, I was too naive to believe you were all my friends.
maybe you were all my friends, SUPERFICIAL friends.
once again, people easily can seize opportunity over me.
I'm too soft-hearted, too generous, too stupid,
to believe in the greater good in a person.
that's the reason I always get hurt.
but I always keep it in me,
not letting anyone else in or know about it.

I am truly sadden, hurt and angered by YOUR actions.
I seriously thought you were my FRIEND. not FREND.

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