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Friday, May 18, 2007
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random ramblings.
people say a picture says a thousand words. i say picture gives the freedom to one to express themselves in a special way. a special way that ables to connect themselves to the world. and, to me, a photo or picture is able to tell a story on its own. they both inspire and touch people in their own way. so, this post would be on feelings and impressions i got from randomly scrolling through some photos.  just as you think that the whole world has deserted you.. just as you think that the whole world has turn it's back on you.. just as you think that you are alone in this world..  you know that it isn't true.. there is always that person next to you.. going through thick and thin.. being there for you whenever, wherever, however you need assistance..  you know sometimes how the weather can be as erratic as human mind? one minute it's hot as hell, the next it's gloomy and dark? and the gloominess tends to get the better of you...    however, just as you think it's gloomy and bleak. the rain stops. a rainbow appears. the sun rays starts peeping through the clouds. and a warm fuzzy feeling in you starts to take over your mind and body.  whenever i do maths.. i feel like my brain is in a haze... I'm always in a daze.. as though I'm in a maze.. trying to figure my way through as everything seems like a blur..  but, i'll often see the hope behind it.. there is always light at the end of the tunnel.  then again, you just feel like just screwing the bloody maths questions. and you like "ah, f*uck it! i don't want to care anymore!"  when i saw this picture, i felt this warm, loving feeling.. that kind of feeling you get nearing the end of spring and the starting of summer.. when the weather isn't too hot nor too stuffy.. i always wanted an elder brother. i always yearn for that sibling love and care, that elder brother over protectiveness, to some, i might sound crazy.. but, i have always wanted to know how it feels to be doted, cared and protected by an elder brother. it's only human nature to want something you can never get. i guess this applies.  people say that some people get themselves into relationships just for the sake of being in a relationship or for the status or because everyone is in one. to me, it's not the status or that almost everyone around me is attach that makes me wonder is it a must for me to be in a relationship. to me, a relationship is not a status to publicise to the world. it's a bond, a special bond shared by 2 people. the comfortbility of 2 people sharing everything in their lives. having a companion at all time, knowing that assurance that you can count on that particular person even when none of your friends can be there. nothing more than that. yes, i would lying if i say i do not want to be in a relationship. but, i'm enjoying what i have now, so, I will take things one step at a time. God has plans for me, God knows whats best for me.  i find this photo very deep. the background is superb. what is the model trying to emote? sadness? depression? thoughtfulness? staring blankly into space? - photos are the window to another person's world. - Labels: inspiration, photos, random feelings, random ramblings |
THE girl
 its me I dreamed a dream in time gone by. When hope was high and life worth living. I dreamed that love would never die. I dreamed that God would be forgiving. Then I was young and unafraid. And dreams were made and used and wasted. There was no ransom to be paid. No song unsung, no wine untasted. byes(:
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